sometimes i don’t know why i go play sports when i know i am not going to enjoy it anyway. i go play to relax and unwind but when i hit the court i tell myself i have to do this, do that, play like this, play like that, then in the end i end up stressing myself because i couldn’t do what i wanted to do. just played floorball and feeling pretty crappy about it. make a play, beat the guy, lose the ball, miss the passing window, turnover, run back, lose the man, concede a goal. freaking frustrating and disappointing. one step forward two steps back.